Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Wednesday, October 15, 2014


For me Going to art school was like getting beat up by all your favorite artist... to the point where i question almost every line that I draw now... On top of that to mention the stress of drugs and family, friends, bills, loans, jobs.....  I have lost over the years and the medication that has made me thinking some what slower... if I could just Reminisce on the good ol day where doing a 1-5min gesture drawing was nothing and felt great... now it feels like it take me 5min just to pick up a pencil or pen... I could sleep 4 to 5 hours and think of nothing more then to get this drawing done... no I dont even know what sleep is.... "I guess I slept last night.."

I like my digital sketches so much more then my real ones its just a little frustrating...
Digital art you have nothing to show for it... nothing real there....

I miss the young cocky artist I was thinking I was better then everyone els and doing my own thing and making moves.. Could not tell me $H!T!!.

It's one thing to have an "ego"

It's another thing to have 
confidence in yourself and art....

let me shut up just a dumb fuck that did nothing in life....

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Power Girl

Dating can sometimes be hard.... Very hard when you meet a person.... That somehow I guess is not human.... I never got the e-mail about nonhuman beings that look like humans...."But I get it." you're a spiritual being that is connected with your higher self.. All you do is good and you must stay away from negative energy this will do nothing but bring you down... again you are a goddess or fairy princess or something very special........

It's always easier to love a million people in your head than to love one person up close...

My dream girl told me not even in my wildest dream..... Damn she was not kidding.... That's when I woke up from the dream.....

Another __________ day....

Monday, October 13, 2014

lost king

Ate breakfast with demons. Had lunch with angels 
I eat dinner by myself……. In the 70s when you said peace and love did they kill you then …. You must be quite when you talk of peace they just might start war up again … Most people love to hate tell me again…. Where did you buy your real-estate???

Saturday, September 27, 2014


FIGHT!!!! WORK!!!!! EAT!!!! READ!!!! WATCH!!!! RUN!!!! WALK!!!! DRIVE!!!! FIGHT!!!!

Peace of mind....

I should not draw....

now what do I do??

Saturday, September 13, 2014

Marvin Gaye

I wanted to draw something for myself… My Father is a cook again? Sometime's it's really hard for me to just draw something or anything. I'm not a fighter  but a lover…… 1984 must be My Lucky day. Full moon like the loneliest monk. The Alpha male howls!!!!!!!!!! I'm no uncle sam, They beat me as if I'm black and blue. "PAM!" I know,One little bee is all it took and I'll have everyone pink and purple haze dancing like it's 12 day's of christmas, Captain Hook! Call The Doctor~… WHO!? You see me cry don't ask why? I know acting right?…… Drawing for me is really fast and easy, wright? You say it's too hot you say it's too cold try sitting on the north and south pole with no internet and see how long it took. Like taking candy from a baby M.C.L. "No español." I know I just copy right… MaD-ReaL…. MaD-ArTs… Just a name I gave up because it was all made up; just a dream as seen on T.V. "Traveling Eckō's."  always know there is a behind the scenes, Over the river and through the woods.. Crown me I'm KING! or was it "Checkmate!" always know that rain forest will bring you to you're knees or was it the 7 seas? ~"Michael LaVelle"   

Sunday, August 24, 2014


Early bird gets the worm....

But I only eat fish..... and who keeps putting out all this "Bird Seed?"

Monday, August 18, 2014


With encounter intelligence it's possible to pinpoint potential troublemakers and neutralize them

Thursday, August 14, 2014


Who are they for?
What stories do we tell?
Maybe... There is a time and place.
Why ask why?

Wednesday, August 13, 2014


A actors so obsess with playing different roles it eventually consumes him.

Saturday, April 12, 2014

Wemen's Rights

The cute waitress only talks to you for a paycheck.
That psychologist only listen to you for a paycheck.
Fine lady date likes to hang out for a meal and movie, that's right you pay the check.
Mr. Nice Guy

Forgive me if you find me at a gentlemen's club, talking to a stripper like I grow up with her, bought her a drink and dancing like we are on a date.

I don't really know why I find it therapeutic.

Just an illusions.

Yeah, the same as all that other stuff.

Saturday, April 5, 2014


A group of scientists placed 5 monkeys in a cage and in the middle, a ladder with bananas on the top. 

Every time a monkey went up the ladder, the scientists soaked the rest of the monkeys with cold water.

After a while, every time a monkey went up the ladder, the others beat up the one on the ladder.
After some time, no monkey dare to go up the ladder regardless of the temptation.

Scientists then decided to substitute one of the monkeys. 
The 1st thing this new monkey did was to go up the ladder. Immediately the other monkeys beat him up.

After several beatings, the new members learned not to climb the ladder even though the group never knew why.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

Court date

I'm going to court again....

Family and friends should help you.
not tear your life apart because I did not turn out the way they wanted you to be.

Be in jail soon they can't want for me to slip up, guess thats why the cops stop me every time I go for a walk.

"Where you going?"

Jail... guess I'm already there.

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Monday, January 27, 2014

Immortal Technique

"Hell is not a place you go, if you're not a Christian
It's the failure of your life's greatest ambition"~Immortal Technique

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Tuesday, January 21, 2014


Its a new day, and new age. Where greed for money and power still rain over the people of poverty. They beat with labels to make you feel less then a human-being. The people that have, act like they don't have, for the have-nots. The same magic-trick  that has been played on people for over hundreds of years. Even with all the money and power they still would never see you as equal. They stomp out the kindhearted and say wish the best, but shut the door in your face, in hopes that anger and greed will consume you. The Dream is to powerful. For the mind is capable of so much compassion, kindness and forgiveness. I have hope for all the people that are to far gone in the wrong direction will one day sleep and dream of peace, for when they awaken will move mountains. I don't think we've come a long way. I think we have along way to go.  Submission, Conformity and Debt is not freedom. The people must stand together but they are separated by their own personal problems, but at the end of the day there is another person going through the same. One person at a time love, truth and kindness will rap its arms around the world and squeeze out greed and hate. I too have a dream. R.I.P Dr. King.