Wednesday, October 22, 2014

Wednesday, October 15, 2014

WHY!!!

For me Going to art school was like getting beat up by all your favorite artist... to the point where i question almost every line that I draw now... On top of that to mention the stress of drugs and family, friends, bills, loans, jobs.....  I have lost over the years and the medication that has made me thinking some what slower... if I could just Reminisce on the good ol day where doing a 1-5min gesture drawing was nothing and felt great... now it feels like it take me 5min just to pick up a pencil or pen... I could sleep 4 to 5 hours and think of nothing more then to get this drawing done... no I dont even know what sleep is.... "I guess I slept last night.."

I like my digital sketches so much more then my real ones its just a little frustrating...
Digital art you have nothing to show for it... nothing real there....

I miss the young cocky artist I was thinking I was better then everyone els and doing my own thing and making moves.. Could not tell me $H!T!!.

It's one thing to have an "ego"

It's another thing to have 
confidence in yourself and art....

let me shut up just a dumb fuck that did nothing in life....

Tuesday, October 14, 2014

Power Girl

Dating can sometimes be hard.... Very hard when you meet a person.... That somehow I guess is not human.... I never got the e-mail about nonhuman beings that look like humans...."But I get it." you're a spiritual being that is connected with your higher self.. All you do is good and you must stay away from negative energy this will do nothing but bring you down... again you are a goddess or fairy princess or something very special........

It's always easier to love a million people in your head than to love one person up close...

My dream girl told me not even in my wildest dream..... Damn she was not kidding.... That's when I woke up from the dream.....

Another __________ day....

Monday, October 13, 2014

lost king

Ate breakfast with demons. Had lunch with angels 
I eat dinner by myself……. In the 70s when you said peace and love did they kill you then …. You must be quite when you talk of peace they just might start war up again … Most people love to hate tell me again…. Where did you buy your real-estate???